What The Hell Am I Doing?
I’m sure I had fielded the question before, but my first memory of it being asked of me was when I was very young and I literally had my hand in the cookie jar. “What the hell are you doing?” Or something equivalent.
You know it really is an important question. And some of the most important questions we can ask of ourselves are the very same questions others ask of us. This is one of those kinds of questions.
I think it is true that the worse kind of deception is self-deception. No one ever truly lived well who succeeded in the area of self-deception; deceiving themselves. It’s easy to do but it’s also the goal of all things truly spiritual to avoid this pitfall.
And so we meditate and listen to our lives, as Harry would say. And through that listening get in touch with the true path, the high road and move back onto it when we discover we’ve gone off course.
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